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this is a picture i had framed in the erie blue light of my computer
i wont tell what this is but isnt it cool
thats all i got for now i think i might start posting again sometime |
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Is it not what is under the distress of life that seeks the
truth of unforgiving truths so far but between the unlawful justifications of
actions that disrupt the balance of respect between the wholeness of people
that is but true to the darkened path of life. Is it not now that the two
truths sought in the past come to light and revelation that we so hard but
sought to find in death. Seek not death to fine the light but rather seek the
truths in life to find eternal bliss and freedom. It was not in my life time we
but found the sacred truths but in ones past but now it is time to look back
upon them to see the unholiness that has traveled so far through out time through
many lives and lifetimes unchanged. Look to what becomes us in the heavens and
hells that we do seek to place ourselves in. realize now that there may not be
a haven or a hell but rather a never ending cycle of life until a soul has but finished
its strive to respect all in a fullness of truths that give one a trueness of
self and faithfulness demanded by others. It is now in this we end our
absolution but look to the faults of all and most importantly our own sever
faults that seek to condemn us in the depths of sorrow far away from an impromptu
being so far but removed from our damned souls since to so close to the unclean
is a horrid sin that causes the burning resolutions that we seek at deaths
front door. It is in this that I do ask to be not cleansed or blameless for my
actions but rather to learn from all that I have done in as short a lifetime
that I have once but forgotten to live but rather blazed right through to seek
the end so I may be absolved rather than eat the blame. Help me now to seek the
truth in nature, the truth in others, and the truth amongst all for there is
more in the world sought through sorrow than through happiness. Some say sorrow
is the greatest muse and it drives us to seek the unenchanted beings of the
grave. Here I am now looking the stars of a night so pure to see the galaxy and
so true to life as it does flow around the world in the darkness is where we
see the lights so pure that give us meaning in this large but pure, sacred
universe. Hold true to some paths that dial a message straight to the heart to
pluck the strings so far but close to the soul.
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| OK... So tomorrow im going home but its almost 10 in the morning and i have a final in 9 hours and im trying to finish gettting packed... i studied last night some and this morning some more. i feel pretty comfortable so... I just wanted to tell you all that i love you and i wont be on tonight since i have to pack up my computer and its about time i didnt it just so that i can be ready to move out as soon as Brett (my roommate) gets up since he's still asleep. Well thats all give me a call ill be in town.. Love |
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| SO... im in the final week, only two days of actual stuff to do.. i have finals tomorrow and thursday and then ill be home on friday... i want to do something cool late friday night mean kinda saturday morning... im really hoping i can get a certain girls parents to let her go... oh also theres warped tour this summer and i cant wait to go and i hope the same special person can go with me. i know my brothers going with me and some other people so im excited im just hoping and wishing right now... well so you all know ill be home friday so dont be afraid to give me a holler... love ya all |
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| Wow, you'll never know how bad a day can get when your already feeling like shit and other things just happen to occur.... well those of you who are close to me should know what today is..... its a very hard day for me. well my birthday is friday. yay. well i just thought since my birthday is friday i would give you people my address to send me stuff...
1605-2 Tower B
3990 5th Ave
Pittsburgh, PA 15213
send me stuff make me happy... |
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